It is almost the new year. I always find it a little depressing. Every year I set unsurmountable goals for myself and as the year comes to an end, it's a little disheartening to find myself coming up short on aspects of my life [I thought I would be much further along]. This year I am setting practical goals for myself to keep me on track because as the internet trolls have made it clear; I am getting old.
Remain humble but let the motherfuckers know: I take pride in my "nice-ness" but you know what, people can sniff that shit out and use and abuse that. I always seem to get myself in situations where people talk down to me and take their aggression out on me because I will listen, and because it's easy [for them cause they know I won't talk back]. 2020: I dare you!
Take care of myself. I have an addictive personality. If I am focused on being healthy I will workout twice a day, eat the most minimal calories and double my intake of suggested daily amounts of water. On the other hand, when I don't want to do that, I will have doughnuts for breakfast, Panda Express for lunch and vodka for dinner. 2020: Balance. Maybe not drinking in binge, and maybe incorporating cheat days instead of cheat weeks.
Saying "NO." I always get stuck doing things I don't want to do. Birthdays, trips, dinners, etc. etc. 2020: No. I am also boycotting birthdays. If it's your bday and you are over the age of 12. I am not going. Just a tip: Nobody wants to sit at a table of hodge podge "friends" they don't know just to split the tab for your lobster and top shelf drinks. NOBODY!
Future. I worked a lot this year. Between my blog, Instagram, events, promotions, collabs, shooting, writing, and my 9-5...I worked hard to put myself out there. I came very close a couple times this year with some game changing opportunities. -And I believe if I keep working hard, 2020 something will stick ...and all of this will have been worthwhile.
Be safe, have fun, and drink semi-responsibly.
