WTF is happening in the world right now?
I work out and do face masks every fucking day, and my body and skin have never looked worse. WTF. Maybe it’s from my lack of sleep from my innate fear of thinking I have Coronavirus. -Every day I have episodes of shortness of breath and I am convinced I have Covid-19, but nevertheless it's just my daily panic attack [causing the loss of breath].
I have a membership at a hot yoga studio (that will remain nameless) and they had the audacity to try and charge me $125 to watch somebody else do yoga on Zoom... WTF. I understand certain gyms continuing classes online (and I love the idea to keep people employed) ...but this is a HOT yoga studio. I am paying to sit in a furnace to burn off my muffin top. Am I supposed to turn on the heat in my apt and listen to someone tell me how everything is going to be OK and not worry --Whilst we are all doing hot yoga online in our living room?
After spending 50 days in quarantine in my STUDIO apt...on a 90 degree day I decided to go to a PRIVATE beach in Malibu. -And then I literally got accosted online for it. WTF -- let me reiterate for the invalids in the back...PRIVATE BEACH, meaning not open to the pedestrian public. Meaning there was nobody within a football field distance to me. Thank you for your unwarranted concerns. I'm good. I suggest you spend less time anonymously writing me on Instagram from your mother's basement and maybe do a jigsaw puzzle... I can send links.
I hate playing board games. But the game I hate playing most is the self-pity comparison party game. WTF is this? Everyone I talk to seems to try to "one up" their problems. If we are all taking this seriously, we are all in the same situation [stuck at home]... Yet everyone thinks they have it the worst. The selfishness thinking your problems are greater than someone else's is a game I don't want to win. But who's really the loser here?!
Has anyone else noticed that every human interaction lately (whether it be at the grocery store, on the phone, or email) that people are just anxiously waiting to take all their pent up agression out on you? WTF! Apparently EVERYONE who is saying they are spending this downtime meditating are all fucking lying! I can only suggest taking the high road. I am a firm believer that not saying anything pisses people off more than stooping down to their level. These people were miserable before this thing and will be miserable long after... That's their journey, I have better things in mind.
Just a side rant-- to those "people" (white jewish woman) at the supermarket being assholes to the employees because they are making you wear a mask in their grocery store... or to the privileged silverspoon stuck up their ass trust-fund should have been aborted fetus' giving their Postmates drivers 1 star because they forgot a ketchup packet... You can all go fuck yourself! These employees are having to go to work every day, putting their health at risk, making base pay... all to service you ...while you are probably making more money than them sitting on your fat ass, collecting unemployments, grants, and stimulant checks...Show some respect. (-and no I am not discriminating, I am merely writing about real experiences that I witnessed. I would call out anybody whether age, race, sex, religion who act in such a disgusting way)
